She always weighed me down

But, afraid I might need her, I dragged her around

(It’s best to keep close sackcloth and ash in a whitewashed town)

She wore that phony smile on her face,

I guess like a bandage on a wounded place

While I kept the keys to every old lock just in case.

Rehearsed indifference tossed aside,

Our narrow arms spread wide, 

“What unseen pen etched eternal things on the hearts of humankind - 

But never let them in our minds?”

The clouds they brought a darkness

And a hard rain’s gonna fall

And all my laughter ends in emptiness

And a hard rain’s gonna fall.

My every medicine causes more illness

And a hard rain’s gonna fall

And until I let you go I didn’t know, you were never mine, you were never mine  at all

But now I spend my days in ever-increasingly complicated ways

Convincing myself of the rightness of each word I say

is your love really love?

is my love really love?

i think our love isnt love,

unless its love till the end.

video of an installation for a final project (by me Patrick SKolsky), with printed elements on frosted and clear mylar, layered over 5 fluorescent lights.  video taken on my galaxy nexus, music by eluvium.

you’re the only proper noun i need, hurry.

"

we didnt bring the bodies we didnt throw them on your floor
we didnt bring the bodies we didnt throw them on your floor
you are the one who has lost his mind

they look so
pretty,
pretty weak to have let it go on this long
sir, they say, we arent really here
so dont just try to punish us
you are the one who has lost his mind

"
2 of 2 final project for painting

2 of 2 final project for painting

1 of 2 final project for painting

1 of 2 final project for painting

open everything around.  how i want to say kiss me.  how i want to say kiss me. you don’t want to ruin anything.  daring and beautiful stones.  aim at me.  you never aim at me. 


cursed with never being seen in your dreams, in your dreams.  i’ll walk around dead to you.  i’ll lie around dead to me.  i feel soon you’ll wake with imaginary dreams and wanting to hold this, hold this memory. 

always wondering who’s coming to save… who’s saving me?  who’s saving me?  cursed with never being seen in your dreams, in your dreams.  i’ll walk around dead to you.  i’ll lie around dead to me. 


open everything around so all can see how fast you waved goodbye.

one of my final paintings.  galaxy nexus camera blows. 40x54 oil on canvas.

one of my final paintings.  galaxy nexus camera blows. 40x54 oil on canvas.

Tags: art painting

Print exchange “skol”

Print exchange “skol”